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+title: "Unsent Letters II - To Gray, From Lacey"
+pubDate: "Oct 7 2025"
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+
+you grind your teeth
+so loud
+
+i hear your enamel
+safeword through the wall
+
+every
+night
+
+you launch from the
+world like a hypersonic
+
+missile to crumple
+on our bombed-out couch
+
+you glower at a phone that
+glowers back at you
+
+for three straight
+hours and then you
+
+cook more
+pasta
+
+than i could eat in a week
+and then you
+
+think my music
+drowns you out
+
+saying
+_at least i_
+
+_use social media to
+stay informed_
+
+saying
+_i like stupid girls_
+
+_but-_
+saying
+
+_i will be okay_
+_if i can survive_
+
+_another year_
+_probably_
+
+some smiling
+yellow xanny bars would reset
+
+your jaw
+we're all in this
+
+shit but you don't have to breathe
+it in
+
+you don't have to splash
+when you swim
+
+when you're not working you're working
+out when you're not working
+
+out you're working out
+your stress on some girl
+
+you think is beneath you
+girls you can leave
+
+covered
+in maps
+
+of continents
+we'll never see
+
+you think i don't do
+_real work_
+
+you call
+me _precarious_
+
+like we aren't
+all
+
+one more election
+one more crash
+
+one more east coast superstorm
+away
+
+like we're headed for retirement
+homes
+
+for deathbeds instead
+of tarps on the ground
+
+by the way
+if you want me
+
+if you want to do
+_real work_ with me
+
+say more than
+three words to me
+
+do your own
+goddamn dishes gray